Sunday, December 30, 2012



 it's been awhile i didn't update and there are a lots i wanted to write here but i dont have enough time for all of this. maybr later In sha Allah.

Wednesday, December 12, 2012


I also don't want to miss talking about this date like others =). The best think about this December is I was down all the time... I have no idea how to built it back, there are lots of think in my mine, and lots of think I have to do. The best things about today is my bike....I'm lol on this... Roadtax already expired a month ago lol...I just noticed it today. if i'm not mistaken a met 3 to 4 times roadblock before this, lucky me they didn't check or stop me, maybe i'm wearing and follow all safety procedure and the result is I cant go anywhere with it. Driving in KL is nightmare you have to go out 2 or 3 hours early than before.

that all about today lol :P

actually do you know what? i miss my home town, and something that i'm trying to lets it's floating is thinking about how to married if till now i still don't have a job!! do i have to work as driver? do i have to go somewhere find a job? am i lucky to get hired? lots of things i have to think right now. not only about married, but about my parent dreams, of cause they wanted to see some of there son get best job, what their hope is one day this son will take care of them. mmmmm.......


At this aged, this time are very hard and it's quite critical to think, to choose this is the way to plan your future. It's between dead and life. Once you choose that way, that will bring you to the end and there are not return!!!

Once you return, of cause possibility to return almost zero but if you returned...means that you have to start from the beginning. Lots of things you have to catchup and you left far behind.

so what should i do now? do I have to choose for with once come out first?

btw, today i'm just relies that to live in this world you doesn't have to study hard, even smart because the world doesn't  need degree, also PHD. For what you want waste half of your life time on all of this, then you work at SPM paid. We have to change the perception now,...The most important is you work from baby.

For what you wanted to waste your time and also your parent money on all of this? SHITTTTTTT!!! fuckup!!! I already waste 7years for my degree and its not about time only, its about money....7years study with parent money! if I start working past 7yrs ago, i'm maybe doesn't waste all my parent money, all my time on the shit i have right now!!! I already have 7yrs experience and all employer looking for me and want to hire me!!!

Your qualification is all rubbish! what is a gold now is your experience!

btw, the other good thing is. try to become a liar and you will be hired :)

Monday, December 10, 2012

What Happen?

What you will do if someone didn't trust what you had done and keep telling you that you copy that from others? It's Happen to me and I have no IDEA!!!

Tuesday, December 4, 2012


it's very hard to find a job now a days...... pity being Malaysian. not my luck...actually looking for a job is someting like you betting. You promote all the advantages about you then wait for a call. Once you are not been chosen... then game over you have to try agains. I'm not Choosing but none of company want to accept me to employ me.......what should i do, till i'm die will eat my parent money? what the H!!!! i'm not 15 i'm NOT 20 years old but i'm almost at the end of my life, why i still have to used my parent money? I know, that not only me are like this, the are most of MALAYSIAN are like this. there are no point you waste your time to study till got degree master or pHD, and at the end you just a rubbish. What point if SPM also can become an Engineer? Need an experience ? how to get an experience if none of company want HIRED you!!

i'm not good in PR but i can do anyJOB you give it to me. Even you want me to jump at 88 stories building also i will. but 1st you have to teach me how to jump, teach me about safety. then i JUMP!!

how to end up my life? working as a driver? guard? that is my last choice....i regret waste all my life with study!!!!!!!!!!!!! what do you feel? you don't have any opportunities and then.. end up you robing, killing people?

do i have to further my study? and call my dad all the time ask for money? his now already retired and his friends can go any where, buy anything. but him? just have to pay his son food, his son study fees... what reward he got? arm.....sometimes i feel so sad. i'm lucky got parent like this, but how about others? what they do now? now you know why people in election are fighting each others... THEY ARE SELFISH ACTUALLY!! THEY FIGHT FOR THIER OWN!!! MONEY, CORRUPTION, BUSINESS, LUXURY CAR, BUNGALOW, TRAVEL AROUND THE WORLD, AND MONEY FOR CRONIES AND LOTS MORE. THEN WHAT THIER SUPPORTEST LIKE US GOT? BEING STUPID.